GEEKY = CULUN

a story about me and all my experiences
complicated enough to tell you
I'm just a regular guy and not the idol of women
I'm just a fat man and not the ideal type of woman.
about what I think
about what I feel

although I'm geeky
I know how to get women
although I'm geeky
I know how to kiss

tonight I'll meet a woman from the internet.
I always wait for this time.
I'll meet her and kiss her.
cause all she wants to be kissed.

KID ON A ROCKET RIDE CHORD NEW

the awkward moment

AC#mBmD

A                                       C#m

Dont you know you have a perfect smile ?

Bm                                     D

Can i stay and my make my time all worth while.

A                                             C#m

When you're here you make me gloomy shime.

Bm                             D

Can we cuddle on my bed just for a while ?

(*)

C#m                  F#m

And please dont say no ..

C#M              F#m

And please dont let go ..

Bm                               E

I'll show you how this may go ..

Bm            Dm                               A

Until you say "I LOVE YOU MORE"

A-C#m-Bm-D

back to (*)

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KID ON A ROCKET RIDE - The awkward moment when the title is longer than the song CHORD

The awkward moment when the title is longer than the song

AC#mBmD

A                                       C#m

Dont you know you have a perfect smile ?

Bm                                     D

Can i stay and my make my time all worth while.

A                                             C#m

When you're here you make me gloomy shime.

Bm                             D

Can we cuddle on my bed just for a while ?

(*)

C#m                  F#m

And please dont say no ..

C#M              F#m

And please dont let go ..

Bm                               E

I'll show you how this may go ..

Bm            Dm                               A

Until you say "I LOVE YOU MORE"

A-C#m-Bm-D

back to (*)

for you doc ..

for some reason I can really admire Dochi sadega, he was a man of genius.
he is in the brain similar to the one in my brain. I want to call you brother. I love all your songs. I love all your style. It all becomes an influence in my life. believe it not? I washanging out with gang metal band, I still use glasses, regular glasses that you wearwherever you are .. some people do not like the style like that. they prefer the style ofmetal or emo style. but some women prefer to style it. glasses, macbeth shoes, clothesmonster pictures, shorts, and watches in the right hand. someday we will meet. now I'min malaysia. 2 months I returned to Jakarta Dochi let me see you.
I like how the way you love her, that's what makes me always follow what you said in yourtwitter .. hahahaha .. I wonder how many of those who hate you, they should know who you are ..

continue to struggle alditsa Dochi sadega
never forget the people who contributed around you ..
dork from malaysia.

Why

why do i go ?
i should be happy here.
 why did y ou leave me ?

for someone (D*CHI)

did you know ? why im still staying.

cause you're coming in my life.

you look so beautyfull everyday.

and i cant turn around of my face.

i know im not goodboy.

and i cant lie to you.

i swear i will keep you.

forever with you.

i hope you read this blog.
and you know what i feel
and now you want go to leave me alone.
im afraid you will  forget me.

i dont want to be your boyfriend right now.
i just wanna be you husband soon  ..
oh d*chy can you spend the day with me ?
and going to your favorite place.

ohh De.Us.Ha dont leave me.
i know im nothing for you.
but you're EVERYTHING to me.
i love you full ..

Unek Unek

Ada cara pandang yang berbeda sama semua anak jakarta cara hidup bersosial .
Seharusnya lo mikir untuk kedepanya bukan memikirkan ego lo saja untuk membalas semua dendam lo ke mereka yang gak pernah membenci lo . Pikir buat anak2 baru datang . Lo enakk dah balik tapi balasan mereka akan lebih parah daripada dendam lo saat ini . Apa lo bisa bayangin kalo tiba2 anak BOB (Brother Of Brother) lagi tidur terus mereka bunuh , atas dendam mereka yang pernah lo buat ke mereka sedangkan lo dah senang2 sampai jakarta ketemu keluarga lo . kalian terlalu rasis terlalu membeda2kan ...

i love all my friends

i love it when someone care enough to be my friend.
and i'm sorry, i'm not arrogant, i'm just timid. so excuse me if you remember talking to me and i didn't look you in the eye. i hate it when i see through you and notice the things that i don't really want to know. sometimes it is better to just hide the truth that i don't wanna hear or things that i don't really wanna know about.
i don't usually say "hi" when i meet people i dont know quite well, but i'd be cool enough to spare my time for those who intended to talk or just say a simple "hi". i don't really care who they really are, or how they judge me.. much i know i'd be glad to help when someone needed help. as i remember, i made friends with all kinds of people.
and i care about my friends, but i also care about myself. i don't smoke (i hate cigarettes and it's not cool when someone blow their smoke on my face, so if you wanna smoke, you better not smoke near me), i don't drink, i used to, but i stopped doing that since the start of this year. sex is always good. always. i hate hypocrits, i love cracking conspiracies, i love learning new things and keeping up with new potentials. i hate ungrateful people, i hate people who doesn't appreciate others, and i like people the way they are. if you are nice enough and you have problems and you feel like sharing, i'd be glad to help. 
namaste.

Work work and work

Did You know ? Why i stay here ?
There are 3 factors .

1. SAM
2. SAM
3. SAM

She is the good leader , She know whatever subordinate want .

She is nice listener . She's a good mother for her family .

I dont do love songs

Kalau disuruh milih , lebih memilih bikin lirik daripada bikin melodi lagu. Lebih suka bermain dengan kata2 daripada nyari chord dari lirik tersebut. Kadang dapat juga 1 lagu tapi besok nya lagi lupa. Setiap lagi down,kecewa,sedih,dikhianati ataupun senang, gw selalu coba menulisnya ke dalam lirik. Songwritting is about getting the demon of me : P

KID ON A ROCKET RIDE - DALAM KELAM CHORD

Intro : A G#m F#m E D C#m B#m E

A             G#m
Mengingat kembali.
F#m       E
Saat kau disini.
D                 C#m
Dan kini aku sendiri.
Bm                 E
Lupa apa yang kucari.

A              G#m
Waktupun berhenti
F#m          E.
Semua tak berarti.
D                      C#m    B#m                     E
Dalam kelamku berjanji kelak kan kubalas nanti.


A                    G#m
Kau yang pergi,jangan kembali.
F#m                       E
Kelak kau rasakan pedihnya di tinggalkan .
D                      C#m    Bm E
Berharapku kan datang lagi .
A                    G#m
Aku terbuang , aku mengalah.
F#m                    E
Saat kau tertawa kumenangis tersiksa .
D                   C#m Bm   E            
Percaya hidup itu indah , walau tanpa dirimu .



the awkward moment when the title is longer than the song

by:dochi sadega

AC#mBmD

A                                       C#m

Dont you know you have a perfect smile ?

Bm                                     D

Can i stay and my make my time all worth while.

A                                             C#m

When you're here you make me gloomy shime.

Bm                             D

Can we cuddle on my bed just for a while ?

(*)

C#m                  F#m

And please dont say no ..

C#M              F#m

And please dont let go ..

Bm                               E

I'll show you how this may go ..

Bm            Dm                               A

Until you say "I LOVE YOU MORE"

A-C#m-Bm-D

back to (*)

Thinking For The Future

I wanna changes my life , not like my past .

I was born from ordinary family .

Never feel like another boy .

And now i wanna changes all .

Haters oh haters ..

Dont make me changes my mind .

I know you HATE this place .

I know you haven't happiness here .

Come on guys , you can get your happiness here .

Let me stay , 

MELAWAN MASA DEPAN

Ada apa ya didepan sana? manusia takut sama masa depan, seperti manusia takut gelap , karena tidak tau apa yang ada di depan sana. begitu menyalakan lampu bilik baru semua keliatan, dan perasaan jadi aman. kayanya yang msti gw lakukan sekarang adalah mencari saklar lampu yang bisa nyalain lampu paling terang di hidup gw. dan untuk menemukan itu gw juga pasti akan menemukan beberapa saklar lampu yang malah menyesatkan.. dan ada aja beberapa orang yg gak pernah bersyukur bisa kerja di malaysia . 
tapi inti dari semuanya adalah, it's ok to fall, dont be afraid to fail, just keep going, you'll know what you're really capable of..

My Girl Friend is ID*OT

I dont know what i wanna from you . I'm just like a boy to want have a girlfriend but i am worker , i work in Malaysia where more foreign worker from a part of world come to here . Sorry our love is my contract when my contract the end so our love the end too ..

Dissapointed

Gw heran kenapa ya ? Gw suka berteman dengan orang yang orang lain gak suka dan gw juga heran gw suka berteman sama orang yang gak bagus (jelek) di mata orang . Entah apa yang orang lain lihat itu gak gw rasain sama teman gw saat ini . Teman gw buat gw happy , dia gak pernah ngecewain gw . Gw tahu siapa dia , dia baik di mata gw . Gw bisa terima candaan dia ke gw begitu sebalik nya , dia gak pernah marah sama gw setiap gw kritik dia , punya gaya , cara dia makan , tentang dia ke cewek  sampe gw ingat dia pernah makan roti canai 5 keping dan semua mata pelayan restaurant itu semua tertuju ke gw berdua . ''Apa yang salah gw kan bayar!!'' dalam hati gw . Tapi itu semua sudah berlalu , gw sama dia  sudah diam2an saling negor sih masih . Masalah cuma sepele .

Waktu Smartphone Androit dia hilang di toilet padahal SmartPhone itu dia beli dari jerih payah dia , dia lembur setiap hari makan seadanya biar ada sisa di akhir bulan nanti . Gw kasian banget sama dia , gw tanya sama di sambil marah-marah biar dia ngerti arti nya barang yg dia milkiki itu berharga. . Entah kenapa dia bisa nuduh gw yang ngambil , padahal gw gak tahu sama sekali bagaimana Smartphone itu bisa hilang ke toilet . hingga akhir nya gw cek cok sama dia , dan sekarang smartphone itu sudah ketemu dan bukan gw nemuin apalagi nangmbil yang bukan hak gw .

Hingga saat ini sahabat gw itu belum juga minta maaf sama gw atas kesalahan dia nuduh gw ngambil barang kesayangan dia itu . Tapi gw ambil sisi positif nya aja . Gw gak pernah benci sama dia sampai dia mau minta maaf sama gw . Gw sadar siapa diri gw , Gw cuma pengen jadi sahabat yang baik buat lo .

WE MUST REAL TO FIGHT THE WORLD LIKE THIS . ONE DAY YOU WILL FIND THE BEST FRIEND .

Searching Alive like wanna die ..

Apakah hidup untuk mencari kesenangan saja .
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